Still Standing: Where To Get Help, When You Are Alone?

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Where To Get Help, When You Are Alone?

The boys had already left to catch the bus for school that morning. I had exchanged hugs and kiss with my wife, Kate and had given her the proverbial pasted on smile to let her know that everything was good. Was it? Nothing could be further from the truth.
It upset me that she had to go off to work, while we waited ten months for my income to start, as we burned through any savings or other money. I had always worked some type of job. How was this happening to me? I was supposed to be Regional Commissioner by now, not sitting waiting for the same organization while they delayed my income.
I had been up all night as everything I ate in the previous 24 hours, did not want to stay in my stomach. I lay in bed tired. Not sleepy. I was tired of being sick, tired of being in the house all day, tired of fighting disease and sickness. I was too tired to go to sleep. Lying frustrated, I began to have “one of those” conversations with God. “Why this?” and “Why that?” You know the kind of conversation that is one-sided because God never seems to answer our stupidity.
I finally mustarded up the strength to walk downstairs and I grabbed my Bible. I had watched all the TV that I ever wanted to watch in my life. And No, I wasn’t interested in hearing another preacher ask me to buy his book and give me his greatest revelation. I wanted to get into the Book for myself.
Tears began to roll down my face as I read the book of Job. And then it hit me. God was not allowing me to face this situation because He hated me or was mad at me the devil was permitted access to my life, because God was proud of me and actually trusted me. I knew from that day forward that this sickness was not unto death, but that somebody somewhere would hear my story, just as I read Job’s story and be encouraged. Thirty-eight years with a chronic illness, blindness and kidney failure all erased and I am here Still Standing.

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The Miracle

Healthy at last!

Thanks to transplants, Steubenville native feels like a ‘brand-new person’

May 16, 2011

By JESS LOOMAN - staff writer ( jlooman@heraldstaronline.com) , The Herald-Star

STEUBENVILLE - Nate Freeman vividly recalls the day he woke up minus any ailments. He thanks God for that opportunity daily.

Freeman, a Steubenville native, received a kidney and pancreas transplant March 22 and said today he feels "like a brand new person."

"At first, I was scared to eat anything because I didn't want to mess anything up," he said with a laugh. "I have had a list of things I couldn't eat and dietary restrictions since I was little, so that took some time to get used to.

"I have never felt this great, ever. I don't have to deal with the highs and lows. I can eat what I want and I can exercise. I didn't really realize how much diabetes was affecting my life until it was gone."

In 1973, when he was 2, Freeman's parents, Nate and Diane, had to rush their son to the former Ohio Valley Hospital.

"I was in the early stages of a diabetic coma," he noted. "I was diabetic growing up and I constantly dealt with lows and highs. It was always rocky. I was able to play sports, but I just had to be careful. I remember one time when I was playing in a football scrimmage game at Weir and I had just had an insulin shot and went really low. I ended up passing out. Thankfully, that only happened three times in my life."

Then in 1996, Freeman, who was 25 at the time, had to undergo three major eye surgeries to fix complications of an eye disease, retinopathy, which is caused from being diabetic.

"The surgery was supposed to help clear out the old scar tissue," he recalls. "I had a successful surgery done on my right eye, but I woke up during the surgery in my left eye and that ended up rupturing the retina in both of my eyes. All I saw was black for six months. And then I remember one day I was sitting in class at the Franciscan University of Steubenville and I started to be able to see white and shapes. Finally, I was able to see again with the help of corrective lenses."

Freeman was scheduled for another minor surgical procedure in 2009.

"They were going in to take some fluid out of my ears, and when they did the bloodwork before the procedure, they found out that my kidneys were failing, which is another complication of diabetes. They ended up not being able to do the surgery and I started dialysis that day."

In April 2010, Freeman was placed on the kidney/pancreas transplant list at the Ohio State University Medical Center.

"The pancreas transplant was also vital because mine wasn't producing the insulin cells I needed and that was the root of all the problems," he explained.

By February, Freeman was hospitalized again with a blood sugar level of 1,168.

"The doctors were surprised that I could even walk into the hospital on my own," he added.

Finally, the day came where Freeman received the transplant.

"After 38 years of my family asking God for a miracle, I no longer suffer from diabetes or any of its complications," he said. "I was in the top 5 percent of people who have the procedure done and the doctor believes my procedure is a miracle after seeing how quickly and how great I am doing and recovering. The recovery rate is not that high for these kinds of procedures."

Freeman is a 1989 graduate of Steubenville High School, a 1995 graduate of Valor Christian College in Columbus and a 1999 graduate of Franciscan University of Steubenville with a bachelor of science degree in business. In 2002, he was selected into the national leadership development program with the Social Security administration and led a national work group on homelessness. He oversaw an $8 million appropriation from Congress to help agencies nationally work with the homeless population.

Freeman currently resides in Reynoldsburg with his wife, Kate.

"I want to thank all of the people in the Steubenville area who prayed and believed in God for my healing and recovery," he expressed. "I especially want to thank my parents and extended family, my Steubenville city schools family, Pastor Everret Mitchell of Tower of Power, Pastor Bob Mazeroski of New Life Church in Weirton, Pastor Rod Parsley and the congregation at World Harvest Church and the family that lost a family member to give me life again."

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